"My other half always says I'm a nightmare when I have too much time on my hands, because I don't know what to do with myself and get antsy. I find it very hard when I go on holiday, even sitting by the pool I find very difficult, because I can only manage so much of it before I have to do some kind of physical activity. But we went to the Caribbean recently and for once I found it easier to relax and Scott looked at me at one point and went: 'Are you okay?' I was like: 'What?' And he said: 'You're not saying anything - you are totally freaking me out!' He'd never heard me be so quiet - and to be honest, I don't think I had either!"